I hate him...hate him....so cold hearted....

two new born kittens are found in the market, the aunty asked me whether i wan to keep them, of coz i cant, coz my parents object.
The kitten's mother abandoned them. How cruel!!! So after work today, I went to the pet shop and bought a tiny milk bottle for them. Their eyes are still close!!! They are so tiny!!! So helpless!!! I really felt very sad.......very......so i fed them and they actually suck the tiny "ni du". You should see how hungry they are....I fed them and wipe their tiny mouth. The BIG MONSTER started nagging..... guess what he said??? He asked me to put down the kittens IMMEDIATELY! Say if I don't, I no need to come down tml!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW LAME! and keep on saying they got diseases and all......PLEASE FOR GOODNESS SAKE! THEY ARE NEWBORN! MY HANDS ARE NOT EVEN DIRTY WHEN I HOLD THEM! Actually I wanna bring them home, for awhile...and call the SPCA, coz i feel that if i leave them in the market, they will die of hunger or cold or even MURDERED!

Can you guys believe it?? Kittens being MURDERED!!! Every 4 or 5 months, kittens can be found in every corners in the market due to all the horny adults cats which have not been sterilized. Not their fault thou. So, those cold hearted hawkers will just throw the helpless kittens INTO THE BIG DUSTBIN!!! Its like a routine to them...

I cried. really....after the monster nagged me. which is damn MALU lah...in the market where the aunty sell vegetables, lucky most of them went home le, but i continued to feed them until they fell asleep, which is damn cute.

Another case, a female cat gave birth to 4 kitties, 2 black 2 grey. She was knocked down by a car while crossing the road to the other side to shit. So the sell onion aunty, being very kind hearted, help to take care of them. Ironically, 1 black and 1 grey died. coz they are really too small, the sell onion aunty also no time to feed them. The other 2 survived but still weak coz I went to feed them the other day and they have alot of fleas on their body sucking blood.

I am still worried about the 2 new born, hope their mother will be back tonight and give them some warmth and feed them.

I slept the moment I reached home,...whenever I feel sad, I will sleep. =(